Crushed

Remember the other day when I posted about how happy I was? It was like life was finally working itself out and I had figured out a way to make it. Yesterday I received a letter in the mail from the bank that holds my student loan. I have to start repaying it next month. My payments are set at $821 a month.

This is how I feel now:

I have no idea how I'm going to make it through this. How am I going to survive?